Friendship between you and your Ex

Friieeennndddssshhhiiiiipppppp.....Relatiooooonnnssshhhiiippppp.....
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Hey there! Long time haven't update my blog. Kinda missed blogging already. Perhaps, you miss me too right? :) Okay, I've been thinking about friendship between a person and an ex lately and I know it's hard to deal with it. It could be easy for you if you broke up with someone in a good reason or conversely worst for you if you broke up in a bad reason. Trust me, I've been in this situation and it's really hard but thank to Him I managed to face it with full of strength inside me. But for sure, I broke up in a good reason. (^_^) 

Is it hard to deal with your ex? For me, it was totally hard when you're dealing with your own feelings you still have for them. So the best way is you must remember that your relationship with them is over. Separate your emotions from your reactions towards your ex. Yes, it's a MUST. You need to move on with your own life. Let go off all your romantic feelings you have for your ex. It's difficult if they've move on, you haven't yet. Perhaps it's not your fate to be together with them. Believe and have faith in Him. You'll get a better one. :)

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but our friendship will last forever

(^_^)

Good night peeps!

have a nice day ahead!

God bless...

p/s : I'm not a GOOD advisor. I'm not GOOD in English. I don't care. I just being ME. Practice makes Perfect. :)

Somebody's me + Officially missing you

Do you ever heard that song, sung by Enrique Iglesias? It's really touched my heart. Seriously people out there. It even more touching if  you ever fall in love with someone and it was your first love. Yea, first love and I'm pretty sure you guys ever had one. Oh crap, first love only happened once. I think so. Gosh, I'm totally falling in love with this song. It was a sentimental song plus Enrique's voice was so amazing. Like in Malay said, "suara jantan". I love it. It even more touching if you hear the song using earphone and it's like you're flying in the air with Enrique. Haha. Nonsense.

Officially missing you. One of my favourite song on list and I know you will like it too. I prefer the acoustic version rather than the original track. I don't know why, perhaps I'm a guitar lover. Yes I am. I'm a guitar lover and I can sing a song and at the same time played my guitar. Hesitate with my words? I really do can play guitar. I always played it and my lil sista will sing. Even though her voice sometimes didn't match with the real chord I've been playing. But it's ok, she's not a super duper great singer. But I'm happy, we can spend our times together. That's what soul sister are. Muahh!

This coming friday was my big day. It was my interview's day with Maybank Banking Berhad for Regional Early Care Center Officer position and I'm not quite sure if I can make it or not. Crossed my finger and hopefully I can prepared myself well. I can't wait for the day but at the same time my heart beating so fast like "DUB DAB DUB DAB" two times faster than usual. Haha! Totally can't sleep for tonight and tomorrow night. Huhu. Why should I had this kind of feeling? I should have the confident in me. Yeah! Cia you! Gambateh!

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Good night peeps.

Pray for me ya. (^_^)

Have a pleasant day ahead!

God bless you all always. Amen.

Who's that girl?

Guess who..

Ta-Da!! Welcome to her page (laugh out loud). It's me lah, the owner for this blog. Hehe. A shy girl but now turned to a strong lady (because I grew old bah.). Don't want to waste time, here I am talking a craps (no lah, just kidding) that might brings you knowing me a little bit more. First, one thing you should know about me is that I am not a hardcore fashionista. Seriously. I only followed nowadays trend and perhaps some of you might have your own idol. I've never obsessed with branded stuff but I do have my favourite LV handbags. It was a gift from my aunt (Thank u aunty Mailyn.Sy suka!). But I'm not brand conscious, okey. Better buy something that you can afford rather than sick of thinking about your stupidity why you bought it since you can't afford to buy it. Lu pikir la sendiri. Hahaha!

Second, I love sunshinee. Why I added e at the back? because everybody love sunshine including me and when I think it back, why not I just add more e so no one would have the same as mine. Perhaps yea, IDK. But I don't care. People who knows me knew about that. SUNSHINEE. Double e at the back. Keep in your mind dearest. Why I love sunshinee so badly, why not anything else that twisted in your mind right now. It's because for me Sunshinee referred to God, my self, my family and my friends. They shines my life with colours. God shines my day with His LOVE and GRACE. I have faith in Him. I believe His love and grace will change me. Not only for myself, indeed my journey in this life. My family who always support me in whatever I do. Without them, I will not be here as you want to know they're my life, hopes and dreams. I will drown in a shallow sea without them in my life. I love my family so much. My friends who always be there for me in thick and thin. I'm grateful for having them in my life. 

I've emphasized this two things so you can know me better. Hehe. There's a lot sort of things other than that but I will share with you next time. Enough for today. So keep on visiting my blog but don't expect much from me, okey. 

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God bless u.

Have a pleasant day ahead peeps!

(^_^)

Life isn't an easy road.

Olla everybody! Long time haven't updated my blog. I miss you guys. Wondering with the title? I will share to you 'bout it. Well, life isn't always full with colours. Sometimes it could be a nightmare for you, or it could be your unpleasant history then haunting your life or else bad luck for you for the rest of your life. Huhu it's totally terrified me. Do you ever been in that situation? Hopefully not. But when you're in this circumstance, most important thing is have faith in Him and yourself. Nothing impossible for God. Remember, always prayed to Him and asked Him for helped. He will always hear your prayer. God grant us the serenity to accept the things we can't change, courage to change the things we can and wisdom to know the difference. People do mistakes, but from the mistakes we've learned to change it. I've thank God for always being here for me and helped me through my days with His grace. I love you my Saviour, Jesus Christ.

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the SHORT one

God bless u all

(^_^)

Tadaa (^_^)

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Got something to show ya! *wink*

Hey guys! Here I'm again, updating my blog since yesterday I haven't got a clue and idea how to start posting. Long time haven't see you. Haha! Anyway, you must be wondering with my title right? Am I right? Yes, you are. Hehe. Well, I just wanna share 'bout this kind of thing named WIDGET. Spell it, W.I.D.G.E.T. Well done. You've won the first prize!! *lol* I'm just kidding. Sometimes our post needs a sense of humor though my blog and my post isn't that funny. Haha! Crapping again. Duh.

Okey, you can see there's a changes in my blog right? Full of colours up and bottom side though my background still in paleness. Haha! Interested? Just click this link WidgetIndex or even more faster, if you're attracted with the pingu, here's the link Pingu Widget. And for the Cutie little girl I'm in love with my Blog. Yeah! You did it. Haha! I like. Don't worry on how and where you need to put the widget code because there's a instruction that will guide you. Good LUCK! Okey then, 'till next time wait for my new post! xOxO

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I SCREAM for ice CREAM..!!

Hey Uols!! Try to pronounce this ''I scream for ice cream" repeatedly. Similar sounds, RIGHT?? Haha! I bet you will. Hemm. Actually there are so many things that I would like to share with you but I just don't know how to start it. Oo well, laziness comes again. Not for this time I guess. Huhu. Oo ya, Paramore. Ignorance. This song just seem can't get out of my head. Seriously.

IGNORANCE by Paramore. Ever heard that song? I do and I like it so damn much. It reminds me 'bout someone. Let me copy paste first the lyric for you to read it. Hehe. 

If i'm a bad person, you don't like me

I guess i'll make my own way
It's a circle
A mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
Oh we're not the same
The friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good
It's good

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
Paramore Ignorance lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/paramore-ignorance-lyrics.html

It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
The same tricks that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
Oh we're not the same
We used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good
It's good

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go
I best be on my way out

Will update my blog soon, it just seem not in the mood for me to update it today. BRB. Hemm, might be not. Oo well, for the readers who following my blog from time to time, don't expect much ya. Aisehmen! *LOL*

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Bubye!

xOxO

T.I.R.E.D

Hallu peeps! Here I'm again, updating my blog whereby since yesterday I haven't touch my lappy because of my busy activities. *sigh* Wanna guess why? Uhm, no need la. :) Here goes the story, yesterday I was attending fashion show rehearsal. The LONGEST rehearsal EVER! I tell you. Huh! What a tiring day! The rehearsal was supposed to be started at 2.00p.m. I have to go there though with unsatisfied feelings plus laziness. Cause it's compulsary. Haish! Okey! Fine! I was there at 1.50p.m. A bit early for me. Haha! When I entered the Hall, OMG I couldn't believe it. I'm the first person that came up there. My heart said "Alala! Baru saya yang sampai! Mana yang lain ni? Ni baru la". *sigh again* My heart was on fire at that time. Okey! Again, fine. In 1hours, all the Top 10 Coconut Fashion Festival finalist were there and the rehearsal begun at 3plus something. I couldn't remember the time. Something like that lah.

After we're finished for the rehearsal, the organizer told us that there's still another rehearsal to make sure all of their plans will be goin' smoothly for the BIG day. Hah!? For real?? Haish! *HUGE sigh* What to do lah. Just do it though my heart said NO! NO! NO! Guess what, after waiting for the second rehearsal for almost 3hours. I don't have the ability to walk on stage anymore. Stiffness leg, sleepy, coldness and MORE MORE MORE. All in one. Damn it! What a bad day for a girl that wanting to have fun being a model "KAMPUNG". Huhu! After finished rehearsal, mom's friend who also in charge for the catwalk send me back home. Yeah! Time to relax. Finally. *wink*


I thought mom and kitty were home, but they're still at saloon that time. There's a customer haven't finished yet rebonding(a.k.a straighten hair using iron. Haha!). I'm hungry liao! Not hungry but STARVING already! Huhu. After 20minutes waiting for the rebonding, at last time for dinner and close the saloon. Yeah! We're having our dinner at KFC. No time to cook. Starving already. Haha! After that, we went back home with fulled stomatch. Yehhaaa!!

At HOME.
Take a bath -> texting for a while with BFF -> get off to bed. (-_-)"zZzZzZ

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Widely opened eyes. O_O

Here I'm again, posting some craps. Haha! It's been good so far and I'm wondering if my english was good enough or not. What do you think? I'm lack in grammar, vocabs and so on. Whew, I guess I'm not a good writer. *sigh* But still I want to share something while my eyes still opened. Uhm.. Today, I already have two follower. Guess who? Mesti lah my BFF and my BB. Thanks for the support guys. I really appreciate it. How's your day today? Okey? Not okey? Me? Absolutely perfect. My day is just doing perfectly fine. Ate breakfast then lunch afterwards dinner. Do i need supper? Nah.. No need la.

Wanna know what I ate for my breakfast this morning? Guess what, junkfood. *sigh* You must be wondering if I'm in a diet mode right. I'm NOT. For real. It's just there's no food that I can eat. Haha! No la, I'm just too lazy to cook for my breakfast. Lazy girl! Yeah, I know. Now for my lunch. Thank God my lil sista back home early. If not, I would be eating junkfood again. Junk food =London Roll+"keropok" Haha! When she arrived at home, she told me that mom have bought us chicken porridge. Yummy! Delicioso! Sedap! Love it so much! My stomach was fulled and I'm kinda sleepy that time. You're thinking that I'll going to sleep right? Haha! No la. After I finished ate the porridge, it's time for me to On9. Online-ing 'till I get bored. Dinner? I just ate vegetables and rice. I'm not vegetarian Okey. I'm too lazy to cook. Mom was the one who prepared our dinner. My mom likes to eat vegetables especially "masakan kampung". I just followed the flow. *wink*

Uhm.. What else ho? Nothing much to say for now. Just updating my blog from time to time. It's time for me to sleep. Night2 peeps. Have a pleasant day ahead. May God blessings surround you always. Amen. Night! (-_-)"zZzZ

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Bubye! (^_^)

Scribbled by Tracy a.k.a UNO! (^_^)

       Do you have a bestfriend? Of course yes, right. And i do have too. She means so much to me and she will never know how much she means the world to me. She helped me through a lot and I've helped her too. *wink* We learned so much from each other and that can never change. Just her being there, helps me through the day. When I need a talk, she's always there and never turns away. If she didn't come into my life that day, I wouldn't be here right now. Betul ni.. Our friendship grown strong and will get stronger as we go along. I promise to her I'll stay true and I'll never let her down. I'll never break the promise.

       Our friendship is so special. I know it will never break and I'll stick with her through the days. And I'm sorry for her if I ever make a mistake. When she need a talk or just a shoulder to cry, I'm just at the end of the phone. If I can dry her tears, I will. I'll always be here for her and I will always be true. Thank you for everything BFF. You don't need to say that to me because from the day we meet, it was what I knew. I love u BFF. I promise we will never be apart. :)

      She's my closest friend and her name is Jennifer a.k.a Pipo. We're friend since high school. I mean since form5. Though we're in a different class, there's no such thing that we can't be friend. Still in my memories, first time I talked to her was about volleyball practise. We have the same interest and that makes our friendship become more stronger. Hehe. After finished studying for high school, we've made a decision to futher our studied at Twintech College Sarawak under UTM's courses. We're taking diploma in management technology(accounting).

     At first, she decided to take diploma in Computer Science. But her sister told her that nowdays accounting field have highly demands in searching employee. So without thinking much, she planned to take same course with me. Nah.. After 3years six times sitting for final exam during the years, tired full filling our mind with knowledge, spending to much money for "kereta sapu" and so on. At last, we've jointly hold a diploma at University Technology Malaysia. And I'm proud to have it, not only with my parents were there. But also with my BFF. Not forgeting about my best buddy Ann and all my coursemates. Thank God, finally we've achieved it. Best moment ever, my Graduation's Day on 23rd Oct 2010.


My Graduation's Day with MyBFF and MyBB





Final Note for you Biatch!!

I'm so sick of everything. You say to me, every sentence. Nothing but a bloody lies. Nothing but a poisoned dart that aimed for my chest. Shame on you! I'm so sick of you. Wont you just do me one last favor and SHUT UP! I don't want to listen anymore.

*Random Q&A*

I'll be going to bed after i finished this Q&A.

1. What time did you get up today?
    Uhm, a bit late 9am plus. If my grandpa didn't knock the door, I might be still sleeping and dreaming. *lol*

2. How many people in your house wear the same size shoes as you do?
    2! Mama and kitty (my only one lil sista)

3. Do you have long hair or short hair?
    Long hair. (:

4. Can u keep a secret?
    Yup! Absolutely.

5. Are you good at math?
    Primary school? Yeap. Secondary school? Not really. But I'm GOOD in accounting. Hehe.

6. Does anybody hate you?
    Uhm, idk. Maybe.. Who knows..

7. How do you feel right now?
    A bit sleepy but my eyes still widely opened.

8. Name three of your friends that really close to you.
    Jennifer a.k.a Pipo, Ann a.k.a Lynda Ann and of course Bennadette a.k.a Odet.

9. Ever been in a camp?
    Yeap! It was 6years ago if I'm not mistaken. Persatuan Kadet Bersatu Malaysia's Camp.

10. Do you like your life as of now?
      Yeap! Thank God. I'm grateful for having such a wonderful life. (^_^)

Newbie (^_^)

How should i start this post? Hemm, i'm wondering how. Okey, it's a bit awkward when you're trying to post something about yourself. Haha! I think i know already. My name is Tracy Clarrissa and I'm 2ne1. I like sunshinee, rainbow, raining, sunset, chocolate cake, photography, singing, dancing, poetry and playing guitar. Haha! I'm afraid of heights. That's for sure. *sigh* Okey, I'm done crapping. (I'm trying so hard to make it cool in my 1st post..*lol*)Have a pleasant day ahead peeps! God bless.. *wink*